macshorty86

So my day off started at 5pm saturday, I went out with my friend and then the guy she has been dating. An awkward movie theatre experience and then i brought her back home. I got up at 8 am like i normally do on my days or i have been doing that lately. watched grey's anatomy until about 12pm and then decided to check my phone for missed calls from my brother, mom or my friend's mom. Which I was surprised to see 3 missed calls from the most dreaded telephone number on the face of the planet "Mrs.Ruth." First i though oh its probably just her calling from last night nothing major. I just went to check for messages and I have 5, two from my mom, one from my brother, one from mrs. ruth and one from lori. Lori called first and then Mrs. Ruth called telling me to stay out of family business. Which I do, I have been pulled into situations that i want nothing to do with, so telling me to keep out of their family business is ridicules because I didnt want to go into the house to discuss why they hated this sweet kid, I dont tell lori what to do or what not to do. All I do is make she is safe and home on time and fed if she wants to arrange something its nice to be clued in on so its not a surprise. But to be pulled into something that has nothing to do with me and more has to do with your inability to parent and nurture your daughter's honesty. Let alone they have no right to control me and what I do on my free time or let alone have the right to stay out their business when they pull me into it . So now i am terrified of her parents to no end and really dont know what to do. Her dad has a shot gone and that in itself scares me. And i called my boss to check to see what time i had to come in and started to cry let alone i would have rather have talked to karen or ken and not kendra this time because they wouldn't question me getting into someone's else business and let alone I try not unless they tell me stuff and I feel comfortable giving feedback. All I want to do it run and hide far from where I am now and take Lori with me to place where money doesn't matter and her parents don't tell her who she can see and threaten to disown a diabetic and of course the most horrorifying was when I heard her mom wanting to drag my parents into the matter. They would never drag lori or her parents in to any situation at all. Its just wrong to do so. So I am figuratively stuck at home figuring out what to do and how to avoid her parents and how long I have to lye low. In there mind I am supposed to agree with what they say and respect their wishes but in reality i dont have too i am 22 years old. How can anyone really control what i do and think. How do my two greatest friends in the world end up with the worst parents in the world. I want to turn them into bewitched supportive parents,I want to be in Harry Potter

I havent post anything in about 14 weeks yikes... alot has happened in that time period, my great friend chris returned to colorado :(. My boss finally realized having a baby w/o a husband or another person to support her and the child wasnt a great sitution. But to be honest it would have been cool to see how she would have handled pregnancy and baby and better yet getting pregnant. So i guess i am not ready to let go of her dream. I went from hating the idea of losing another person to a baby to wanting her to have a baby. Then having a huge lump growing on my neck after a cold, that later had to be surgically removed. my first surgery! and of course dealing with numbness after that and still dealing w/ it. I cannot wear certain jackets because it irrates them to the extreme. And most recently flipping out about my job security and why my bosses where all stressed out.

It ended up being 3 days off then 1 day off then 2 more days off...I worked two days because there was too much work to be done at work so hence i had days off instead of a vacation...I still havent added any new fish to my new 55 gallon tank. But they seem pretty happy for fishies despite they have little decor. and just lost of free space. I am feeling very grey's anatomy deprived. I miss Dr. McDreamy but know if i watch i will be even more anxious for the new season to begin. And of course their is no good hollywood gossip to keep me occupied either. My MBP is finally working properly YAY! I am tired and wanting for school to start up again and to know what i am doing on saturday threw friday.AHHHHHHHHH....I am watching friends and laughing. Ross cracks me up. And my dog is mad that my mom is gone so she is peeing on my parents bed again...Its going to be worse when they go away for longer in december. All for now. Be back when i remember my password.

I am off for a whole week, finally! Now i can sleep in and enjoy not having to go to school or work for once and take my bike out for a ride. Buy more fish for my tank as well adding more decor too. going to beach, hanging out in the city and of course chilling with some of the most awesome peeps on the planet. Most of all de-stressing from work, and enjoying a work free week and then eventually or unfortantly i have to return to work. Hopefully I will be a better employee and less disgruntlyed.